Today's poem is by Danniel Schoonebeek
My Life in Absentia
Some say the mother of gone to the dogs.
Others our lady of thanks for nothing.
One swears on all the fillings in his head
he saw the goddess of pickpocketing
fatten his only friend on fool's gold and next
in the saga of rotten hands, I was dealt
my life in the heart of a pocket-watch heist.
I'm told I take after father with my full head
of rust. I'm told one day the choke leaves
wouldn't leave the tree, but the man who
brought his hatchet brought home kindling.
I hear history such as this one calls his youth.
One calls his friends the ones who high
on the fire tower I hear impersonate him.
When one of them tastes my name on his
tongue they say he vomits out of violation
alone (and trespass, and scorn) and madder
root is all his mother buys him for the burn.
I hurl myself here and there, but only on days
I wake up with a mouthful of coins and look
at him do you see him spitting up all his
change, my friends say. Next I say
I fell, though I know full well I was kicked
into love with a girl whose eyes were
the color of riptide. I never understood
I say, what people meant when they spoke
of how hard a woman's face can grow,
but then my brokest summer in the field,
when my hunger was such that I planted
my rags, she brought me a flask of gunpowder
tea so hot it burned my lipsdespite even, I say
that the sun was having its way with me.
The following winter I vowed, as you know,
that if I could not erase the crow's foot
from her face, I would throw my life away
like a rock thrown through a pile of snow.
When my father found this out he shot me,
once, a look like he wished he had shot me,
and landed me a job remaindering debts.
And I do. In my hands his troubles don't
endure. In my hands I hold my boss,
whose hands I touch now more than father's,
and when the two are the same man standing
behind me in the doorway, who can say if those
are not the days I steal most from the company.
Copyright © 2014 Danniel Schoonebeek All rights reserved
from American Barricade
Yes Yes Books
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