Today's poem is by Laura McCullough
We Argue about Regret
After James Tate's "Worshipful Company of Fletchers"
I say, "You could have been..."
Fill in anything, president -
an old joke, too often not
a joke to sons and daughters
who hear that at too many
Sunday barbecues - or a sky
diver - less brave each time,
but, oh, the stories you'd tell -
singer, candlestick maker, or
just alone, maybe even, happy.
He couldn't have, he says, even
if he'd wanted to. He kisses me
on the cheek disintegrating
into softness as if marinated.
He's a good cook, great really,
the same way he gardens
or writes or paints: gradually,
in layers, knows we want
to be seduced by scent, color,
texture, how we always want.
He surprises with the surprise
of bitter, knows the satisfaction
in never being quite satisfied,
the best secret is one we never
tell, the best truth includes one
lie. He asks, "Is regret what you'd
change? What you didn't do? Or
did? Whose voice is layered under
ours, emulsified, redolent?" He
says, "I'd like to say you love me."
I wish I could say, "I wish..."
Fill in anything: you would take
me to the garden and show me
what blooms in spring, stays green
in winter, explains how marinade
softens flesh - tell another gorgeous
half-truth, the lie just right, enough
I'd know it was enough and be still.
Copyright © 2006 Laura McCullough All rights reserved
from The Dancing Bear
Open Book Press
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